Have you ever felt lost, depressed, or completely alone?
I have too. For years, I felt stuck in that place. Nothing began to change until my life reached a point where it felt like life or death. That’s when I made a decision: I was going to change my life.
You see, waiting for something to fall from heaven and fix everything is unrealistic. Real change doesn’t happen that way. Most of the biggest shifts in life are born out of hardship or out of desperation.
I’m living proof that something that once felt completely dead can come back to life.
My purpose in life is helping others who feel the same way i felt to change their life and become stronger than they were before. A therapist or someone else can guide you, but they cannot completely change your life. In the end, you are the only one who can do that. You have more control over your life than you realize. The direction it takes, the growth you experience, and the person you become all begin with the choices you make everyday.
My goal is to make a friend, not make a sale. That’s why the center of my brand is about building people up and helping change lives. my goal is to give more than take.
It all starts with finding the truth. But what is the truth?
For most of my life, I realized I had been believing lies formed by what others told me about who I was. I started believing those things, and eventually I began creating lies about myself as well. But everything changed when I finally crashed. I reached a point where I was so desperate that I felt like I had nothing left to lose. I told God that this was the last thing I would try. If nothing changed after that, I was ready to give up on life.
Little did I know that this fast would completely change my life. I began to see life through a different lens. I started seeing myself differently, and I began to see God in a deeper and more personal way. As the fast went on, God began revealing things in me that I never even realized were there. He started stripping away imperfections, things like pride, self-righteousness, a lack of love, and being self-centered.
By the end of the fast, I was completely shocked by the person I had been just a week before. It was like a veil had been over my eyes. Even though I always thought I was the last person who could struggle with things like pride, God began cleansing my heart. And when my heart began to change, my mind and my life began to change as well.
I realized that real change truly begins with yourself, and that you are often the only person who can hold good things back from coming into your life. When that truth hit me, I felt a deep sense of regret for not seeking it sooner, for waiting so many years before finally making that change.
God began to speak to me and teach me the way of life with wisdom and understanding. At the time, I felt like I was losing my mind. I was struggling with extreme fear and social anxiety, and I felt completely alone. I didn’t know anyone else who was going through the same thing or who understood what I was experiencing.
All I wanted was to live a normal life, but fear held me back from everything. I had deep insecurity, no friends and was even unable to get a job because the fear controlled my life. I truly felt hopeless. I couldn’t see a way out, and I couldn’t see a future for myself.
Taking the first step toward change can be the beginning of a new life.